Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I found an angel without wings

It was raining when i escape from our home. My mother locked me inside my room when she found out that i am pregnant thinking that i have a boyfriend and it was him who made me pregnant. Though i don't have any boyfriend at all, do i need to lie?

I don't know if i will go to my friends house but im sure my mother will going to look for me there and it will be easy for them to find me. I need to think of something to get out from them and save myself and my baby.

With the money i took from my mother without her knowing it. I managed to buy a ticket going to the city. I don't have nothing with me but just me and my baby inside my womb. I'm just a 15 years old girl who doesn't know what exactly life is.

I was crying in my seat when the woman approach me as she though i might be cold so she offer me her jacket, i'm a bit wet that time too due to rain. She told me whose with me and that's the time i relate her what happened.

She couldn't believe it. I saw tears from her eyes and we were all quite til we reach our destination. She told me where will i go but then i don't even know where. I just sit down at one of the bench in the corner. And she was gone. i feel so helpless that time.

Then, all of a sudden she came back and told me to come with her. I was the so happy.
She live alone and at the age of 30's shes still single though she wanted to get married but her boyfriend and her just broke up. She want to bring me to an institution who can keep and help me til i give birth though she can't guarantee that they will let the baby stay with me as they might going to let other couple adopt the baby.

I was crying begging her of not to bring me there, I promised to her that i can be her house maid, i will wash her clothes, cook for her, clean the house and everything, only if she allowed me to stay. And she did. but she didn't allowed me to wash her clothes as she bring them to laundry.

She told me a lot of things, She inspired me to continue with my dreams. To finished my study, to start a new life and concentrate with my baby til i got a degree. She said i can work while studying. She can look after the baby during day time since her work is at night with an international firm. And so i can have time to work and study.

She also managed to teach me how to earn money online. a very patient woman and i hope someday i can thank her.

These things inspired me to face a new life again.